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The Easy Way Out by Axel Blackwell - Book Review

Tuesday, January 14, 2020
The Easy Way Out is the second installment in the Detective McDaniel Thriller series and boy, are you in for another wild ride! No outright spoilers will be given for the first book.

Also before I begin I would like to let you know that I was sent a ebook ARC copy by the author but this in no way affects my review. This is also a spoiler free review.



The Characters


We had the usual Detective McDaniel and Vanderwyk and I love this co-worker duo so much! I throughly enjoyed seeing (ahem I mean reading) more of Griggs and the background of how him and McDaniel met. I really enjoyed seeing the inner anguish that McDaniel was going through from the previous book and how he worked through it. 

The Plot


Another great murder mystery case with enough spins to keep the reader guessing and right along there with Detective McDaniel, wondering who dun it?!? Loose ends always get tied up in the end with a satisfying message but of course there will always be murder so of course there's always going to be another until Detective McDaniel has filled his cup.

Here's the synopsis from Goodreads:

Still reeling from his encounter with a depraved child killer and a professional hitman on the city’s waterfront, Homicide Detective Darren McDaniel is thrown back into the fray. A headless corpse washes up in a secluded cove near the industrial district. The body shows signs of extreme trauma – torture – prior to being tossed into the sea.

The brutal excess of violence disturbs McDaniel, pulling him into the investigation. But, with no head, no usable fingerprints, and advanced decomposition, the remains offer few clues to the identity of the victim, or the perpetrator.

McDaniel, and his partner, Brent Vanderwyk, begin investigating reports of missing persons, hoping to match an open case with their victim. A disturbing pattern soon emerges - multiple subjects on the fringes of society have disappeared over the past few years.

The case that started with a headless corpse on the beach quickly spins out of control, expanding to include at least five men, dead or missing. All of them are directly connected to a treacherously entangled trio – a petty drug-lord, a sheriff’s detective, and a bombshell femme fatale.

McDaniel and Vanderwyk slowly unravel the tangled mess of lies, deception, trickery, and murder. As the pieces fall into place, they learn that a sixth victim has been taken.

The detectives formulate a plan to capture the killer and save his latest victim before it’s too late. But as they race to the rescue, the mission quickly unravels, plunging the detectives into gunfights, car chases, mayhem on the high seas, and a nail-biting conclusion that will leave you on the edge of your seat.

The Pacing


It has the same rich settings and descriptions as the first one that plunge the reader straight into the story. There was a bit of a lag in later middle part but nothing alarming or anything. The ending didn't feel too rushed either like most books tend to do, especially with series. 

Like I've said with the first one, these books seemed to have been researched throughly. From the setting locations to police proceedings and teh like. Things aren't left in the blank for the reader to guess what in the heck is going on and there doesn't seem to be any far fetched guessings on what is what either.

Research


Like I've said with the first one, these books seemed to have been researched throughly. From the setting locations to police proceedings and teh like. Things aren't left in the blank for the reader to guess what in the heck is going on and there doesn't seem to be any far fetched guessings on what is what either.

The Publishing Side of Things


A clean cut genre-fitting cover much like the first one and they pair well together to keep a consistent genre theme going on. Absolutely no grammar problems whatsoever! So it's definitely one of the cleanest copies I've read in regards to that. All the plot and happenings seemed to fit and nothing seemed to stick out oddly.

Overall


Another fun and thrilling ride from a great and respectable author. Can't wait to keep digging in this sereis and discovering more of the adventures of Detective McDaniel. 

I also can now understand the meaning behind the title and love it when they connect at the end!

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Misgivings

Thursday, January 2, 2020



My father was a good man but he never told me how one prepares oneself for war. He had never been in any real life ones except the hell his own father gave him. I'm glad that that didn't pass down to me. But I had to face real-life wars. The one with dirt in your eyes and explosions rattling your brain swimming inside your skull.

But here, among the stiff grass and my back resting against a sturdy oak tree, I could forget all of that. All I have to do is crack open a book and turn my hearing to the sweet flowing bubbles of the creek bobbing at my bare feet.

The sun is like a sweet tea, perching on the tip of my toes while the rest of my body bathes in the shadows of the day. The wildlife knows not to disturb me, maybe they see it in my haunted eyes. They know of what fresh disaster I have escaped. Sure, everyone else in town could see the visible scars, but did they actually take a deep look into the bottomless pit that are now my eyes?

My eyes used to speak of such fathomless joys. That is why my wife married me. She said my eyes spoke volumes. But I stared at the mirror the other day and I saw my smile. It didn't match my eyes. Then I glanced to the left and saw her frown. She doesn't wrap her arms around my front and curl into my back anymore. I've lost that spark in my eyes that those songs lark about.

Maybe that is why she nags at me now, she used to be such a quiet creature before. Now, her voice is like claws dragging down my weary back. "Tyler do this, Tyler you were gone too long and this never got done, Tyler your son wants to learn how to swim, Tyler why aren't you working?" I could handle her. It was my son that makes me want to take the gun to my head. I don't know how to talk to him, he will never understand unless he ever goes to war himself, but he's far too young for that. And I hope he never has to.

She was the reason I set out for my temporary paradise. They know not where I go but I assume my son might know. He wanted to go to the cinemas. I could handle it before. The noise. The flickering of the camera. The hot breaths of others nearby. But now I can't. It reminds me of the stark white ceiling of the hospital tent. All I can see, hear, and taste is gritty blood and the metallic ting of a bullet. I can feel the cold dirt soaking further into my boots, the blows from overhead.

But the worst was being sought out in the cinemas the first time when I had returned.

I was wearing my suit, a few glistening medals adorning my sad self. Friends cheered me on. But others did not. After the flick ended I sat there, still as a statue. My breaths had been coming labored and my son shook my arm. Then a weaselly looking man came up and saw my medals. He scoffed. I'll never forget his words. They are engraved into my soul.

"What, old man? Went to battle and can't even handle a flicker anymore? Get a hold of yourself. you pathetic piece of shit." Then he kicked my boots and I stood up suddenly, startled and awoken. My mind was across the sea. "Some hero."

Sometimes I think he is right.

I take a deep breath, it flows over the gristly but sorta trim mustache, a sign of regrowth. Or at least I hope it means that. I try to get anything to mean something these days. It's like clinging to a string for some hope. And that string is about to be cut down.

The syrupy humid air is welcoming to me. I relish in it. It's so different than the air from over there, brutal and thin, cold and dark. Everything and nothing lurked there. The air of my childhood lungs were here and they wrap me up like a heavy blanket that I so long for.

I flick the thick page, my eyes devouring the text of an adventure. As a child, books were my escape. When I had married, I ventured a bit away from them, relishing in the distraction that was my dear wife. Now it's not a want, but a need to be distracted in a different world. A bee flies lazily close and sometimes I envy them. The bees. They are so carefree, nothing much to worry about.

Something above the book moves, catching my sight. I crane my neck up and lower the book flat into my lap. At first my brows twine down in confusion, but then, oh god, my blood runs flat. Then it surges up hot and boils through me, sets me on fire. My muscle squeeze as if I'm about to fall into a pit. And maybe I am.

No. No.

Not here. Not now.

This was, this is, my safe haven.

The battered helmet rises first. I drop the book to the side and stuff my fingers into my ears. He shouldn't have followed me here. He should have stayed behind. Why has God not answered my prayers? Why has he forsaken me here and left the devil in his place?

The strung tight forehead comes next. The last image of his face. One in absolute agony. I try to look away when his gray eyes rise from the water. The water is black now, no longer the safe blue it was seconds ago. I can't move. I'm stitched to the tree, my mouth an open orifice of torment.

I remember his nose was the smallest thing that the enemy had blown off of my good friend. Seeing the bright white bone, the absence of that hook and mole that I had grown used to. It shook to the core more than the sight of his missing lower torso and legs.

Oh, his mouth emerges next and that is when the hot scream pierces me to the tree. It doesn't matter that I stuff my ears as much as I can. It's like his angry scream is right next to my ears, broken chipped teeth biting the flesh of my ear.
It surges through me like an earthquake. And I'm back in the battlefield in my heart. It's racing like a horse, pounding against the bones of my chest. My mouth is still an open scream but nothing comes out, or maybe it does but I can't hear over his continuous roar. He wants vengeance, justice for his youth stolen away from him. He looked up to me like an older brother.

The nightmare is is that I don't know what to do. I don't know how I'm supposed to comfort a ghost that screeches so.

The only thing I can think to do in the moment is snap my hands forth. Like an invisible set of chains have broken. My hands pat the grass next to me with a frantic urgency. I'm looking for anything. Any answer to just stop his cries from reaching me. Because if I can't help him then the only answer is to deflect them from beating in my ears.

I clench my eyes shut, erasing him from my vision as my hands search the burnt grass.

I let forth a sob when the air pierces with my name from his lips. I want to scream back at him to shut up, but I don't have the bravery to tell him to.

Then my hands find purchase. I don't even have to look, my hands, as if separated from all logic, do the work for me. I don't feel the hot blood pour down. My arm jerks back from my ear, the railroad nail is soaked with the blood among its own personal rust. I jab it back in.

Then I switch, my hands drenched among my living being. The other ear goes next and it's like when you enter a cool spring on a mid-summer day. Refreshing. I don't hear anything, I am numb to any physical reality.

I rest my head against the tree and breath out a sigh of relief. I look ahead and he's still there, his mouth open, but I hear nothing. I smile at him. Then I wipe my hands on the grass and return to my own personal paradise of reading.

Maybe I shouldn't have done what I did. But I had to. I'll probably regret not looking back up at the creek at the splashes coming from a son who just wanted to learn how to swim. A son who was smart enough to find out where I was hiding. I wonder now what I must have looked like. Trails of blood on both sides of me and yet a serene look on my tilted head, red stained hands flicking between the pages of the past.

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Inspired by this image that I bought... it has the name Tyler on the back.

Hold Back the Night by Axel Blackwell - Book Review

Wednesday, November 20, 2019
Are you one for detective mystery/thrillers? I haven't read so much of the genre but when my friend Axel Blackwell got in contact with me, I was in for a good whirl and now a growing love for the genre.

Hold Back The Night is a new detective thriller series by a budding author who has also written paranormal thrillers, two: Sisters of Sorrow and The Timeweaver's Wager, which are two of some of my most favorite books I've ever read! He's also co-authored along side of Dawn Lee McKenna in the Still Waters series.

Also before I begin I would like to let you know that I was sent a ebook ARC copy by the author but this in no way affects my review. This is also a spoiler free review.



The Characters

The book starts off with the point of view of the main character and this is the only time her point of view is in the story. It was much like a prologue (might have been classified as one but I can't remember), but I really enjoyed this. Again, since I am kinda new to this genre I am not sure if this is common, but I liked it none the less. We continued in Detective McDaniel's point of view the rest of the time. It's in third person past as well.

So firstly, our main character is Detective Darren McDaniel. He's set on justice and has a colorful history that lets the reader get to know him without any sudden dumping, it's very well thought out and sprinkled well. Something I noticed was home the name of him changed. For example in the police field he was known as McDaniel, whereas at his home or with his family off duty he was Darren. This was a very minor detail, but an important one that I loved seeing.

The minor characters all played an important part and I really enjoyed his co-workers, especially his partner Vanderwyk and there back and forth joking but ability to work together as a team and get things done.

The Plot

Here is the synopsis from Amazon:

4:23 a.m. The phone rings. The officer on the other end says, “It’s a bad one, Darren. Can you come?”

Darren McDaniel has worked dozens of homicides in his years as a detective. It’s a dark and gritty business, and he’s prepared to handle whatever it throws at him. Or so he once believed.

The pre-teen girl is dead, dressed in a white princess gown, lying on a bus stop bench. There’s a steel chain clamped to her ankle. A cryptic message scrawled across the booth’s dusty glass wall may be the only clue.

As McDaniel plunges into the case, he isn’t surprised to discover the girl had been held somewhere horrible before her death. But, his blood chills when the evidence shows she wasn’t alone. Other children were with her. Are they still there? Can McDaniel save them in time?

The detective races against the clock, but the closer he gets, the deadlier the chase becomes. Secrets this dark fight back. When those secrets turn their murderous attention on McDaniel’s family, he faces an impossible decision – let the killer walk free or risk losing his own daughter.

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This story was interesting and tugged at the heart string right away, pulling you into the story and being there with McDaniel. I loved how everything sort of circled around at the end.


The Pacing

The story has the perfect dose between detailing and giving info. It offers rich settings and descriptions. But it doesn't lag and make the reader fall asleep either. It offers the perfect medium: wasn't such a quick read that I felt like it was missing more and wasn't boring where I snoozed off. I was actually in fact trying to stay awake once I had taken my sleep medication just so I could finish a chapter!

Research

For me, it didn't seem like it was drawing a lot of blanks like intentionally leaving out details because of lack of research or grasping at straws. It felt like I was watching a crime TV show with the amount that you learned about the police life, without it being pushed at you or worldbuilding dumped.

The Publishing Side of Things

I was very impressed with the simple yet beautiful formatting. There were stormy cloud headers and these seemed like a very neat choice for this book. The book cover is sleek and fitting to the story. The price is very good for new readers. One thing I did wish was that I could find more digital retailers for this story.

The story also flowed well without any noticeable grammar issues or plot holes. The voice reigned the same and strong throughout the book, making me enjoy this character and genre choice and craving for more.

Overall

This was a fun ride to read! I enjoyed the reference to one of my favorite bands (The Birthday Massacre), which if I remember right Axel is one of the people that told me about the band and got me into it, so ha!

This story was truly addictive because of the anticipation and rooting for the characters. I can't wait to get into the rest of the series!

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Milk & Teeth

Saturday, October 26, 2019





My grandmother always used to tell me how pretty and pearly my teeth were. Meanwhile her's were what looked like when a ship sunk to the bottom of the ocean. There were lined grooves coated with dark brown. The gums were blackening, a mixed trash of ombre. As a girl I always knew it was from those cylinder things she'd drag a puff of a smoke from. I would watch her do just that on the front porch as my bare feet helped sway me back and forth on the tree swing.

Once my adult teeth set in I would lean as close to the mirror I could, admiring them. All the empty change I found would go towards strawberry colored floss, dollar store brushes and paste. The mouth wash I would steal by putting in an empty water bottle. Every time my gums first stung from the use of the floss, I would just think real hard of the rank breath of my grandma and how black wet vile things were in between the cracks in her teeth for days, sometimes when she talked it would go flying and hit me in the face. Now every-time I floss, I think of that damp feeling on my face from it and the pitched scream and fevered swipe of my face that would follow. My hands still shake with the panic that I'd need to hide all my tools for my teeth, it takes me a second to remember I'm all alone.

When I finally did run away, I looked back once, to see that lonely swing one more time. It had a special place in my heart and always would. But I never would see it again. Not since the old hag went up in flames with the whole property. They say it was from someone burning grass nearby.

By the time they figured I wasn't in the picture I was already legally an adult. I pride myself on the fact that I, completely alone in the world, made it. I fought to climb higher.

I went to the burial. Of course there was no one there accept the priest they pay to come out, she pushed everyone else away - and yet, there I was. I hid in the trees and watched. It seemed fitting for her to have her final sleep in a cheap coffin since all her money went on booze and a pack of camels. I felt a certain satisfaction watching her be lowered into the ground, knowing she could never harm me again. I had the scars to prove it.

As a baby, they say you don't remember anything. It's a weird thought, not remembering those first years of your life. It seems like it should be a right to know about them. I guess young minds just aren't ready to support so many firsts in memories.

That is why when I wake up, I know something is wrong. There's a strong pull in my heart telling me there's an absence of something. I'm surprised by how long it takes me to realize what it is. It's a forgotten memory.

Of what it was like without having any teeth.

I sit up in bed and my hand rises to my mouth. But my tongue beats my hand because I can't wait any longer. It's met by deep indentions in the gums. My tongue isn't used to this and my whole body sparks up. The hairs on my neck rise. I yank the sheets back and freeze.

There's blood stained on the sheets. It leads to a trail out onto the carpet out the bedroom door into the living room. I let out a sort of strangled noise but manage to scramble out of bed and yank open the door.

The blood continues, but I stop before the first tooth.

I pick it up. The roots are long and of course, the exposed part is white and gleaming from all the tender and gentle care of long hours I put into my teeth. My first set of baby teeth were horrid from the pictures. But what grew in its place was beautiful, immaculate teeth and I took care to make sure they stayed that way.

My first job, after I was all on my own, I paid for my first whitening strips. It was a surreal moment and all of those memories just come flooding back. I feel a wave of dizziness and sit on the plush carpet, trying to make sure I get enough air. I grip the tooth in between my thumb and index finger.

After a few deep breaths, I pull out my phone and turn the camera around to face me. There's blood all around my lips that I look like someone who's sunken her jaws into a carcass of a deer. My brown eyes are wide and unbelieving. I slowly lift my dry lips. The blood cracks into a hundred different lines.

The look of the absence of them hits me. I tilt my head side to side, they're all gone. Every single one of them. Including my wisdom teeth, because I see an even darker hole and I think I spot a line of black stitches that's crudely sewn.

Someone took out my damn teeth!

I drop my phone and put my hands near my mouth. They shake, shake! I fall to my phone and pick it up and just stare into a space. I take a few deep breaths then stand back up. I click the camera back on.

Just by stretching my jaw far enough there's a tugging sensation and some blood leaks into my mouth so I snap it closed. I turn off my phone. I need to find all my teeth and get to the dentist at once and maybe when I'm there I can get someone to call the police for me. I try to talk just then but the words sound more like a toddlers, gurgled but manageable to understand I think.

In all my years I've had no one to ever rely on. I didn't need that. After I left what was supposed to be home, I didn't want to depend on anyone else. Not for myself. Not for my needs. And now in this moment I've realized just how bitterly wrong I was. I never intentionally pushed anyone away like the old hag did, I just was never close enough to someone.

I scramble into the living room. A breeze hits me. The window is open. I slam it down. So someone snuck into my room last night and pulled all my teeth out. What the hell? I turn and grab the teeth that are scattered here and there. Then I race into the kitchen and pour a glass of milk.

Oh god, there's teeth in here too. I slap up top my head to try and get my sluggish brain tow work but it won't. How many teeth does one adult have? Thirty-one? Twenty-five? I can't remember. It's there in my brain though, of course I'd know. It's nearly impossible to count with my wide range of thoughts so I just scrounge around the entire apartment until I find them all. They plop into the fresh buttermilk.

The milk turns the color of a rusty abandoned truck from all the blood. There's even some gum particles still on the teeth. Then, the gums that are still intact begin to thrum like a car engine. Whoever took them out at least put some pain killers in me but they're starting to wear off. How could I sleep through such a horror? Maybe they knocked me out with something.

All I remember of last night was getting some extra work done for the agency, taking tender care of my teeth as always (floss twice, brush with two different pastes, swish and gurgle thrice), and went to bed in fresh pjs. Ones that now had blood splattered on them, making their girly design twisted. I go to the sink and roll my tongue against the foreign feeling of the gums. It's all slick ridges and little nooks that drip blood. I lean forward and spit out crimson with a lump of gum covered in black goo. It splats against the porcelain.

I stare below at the sight in the snow-white sink, such a contrast. It reminds me of my monthly occurrence and vomit creeps up my throat with hands that dig into my tongue. Acids burns the back of my tongue. It mixes with the blood and burns the new craters in my mouth. With a wince, I swallow it all back down.

I toss a coat on and grab my purse and head out the door flicking my keys out and balancing the cup of milk at the same time.

The milk swirls around the glass when I pull out of the parking garage and into the overcast day. I know the route to my dentist like the back of my hand. It's the best dentist in the whole damn country of course. It's three hours away. That's how much of a priority it is when it's the matter of my teeth. While I'm about to turn into main traffic I punch into the GPS to take me to the nearest dentistry.

Less than one mile.

A car behind me honks but I ignore it and turn. I hit the gas hard. The milk sloshes onto my seat.

"Dammit." I sneer and the words sound so odd and foreign. Slippery.

I cup my free right hand to put over the milk while the other swerves into the shabby little family owned dentistry. The milk and a bump of teeth greet my hand, leaving it sticky. There's a small parking lot for paitents but it's empty. I park sideways and unbuckle.

I pop the door open.

It had grown slow over the ride but I tried to ignore it. Or maybe the sheer gaping fact that my teeth were gone managed to be my first priority. It comes white hot and then stabs. It sears me.
The dizziness takes over me. I collapse forward onto the steering wheel and sink into the delicious darkness that provides relief. 

I'm still woozy when I awake. Instead of my forehead resting on the steering wheel my heal is tilted back, along with my seat. I'm just about to question it when pain rackets my gums like a knife slicing a fish open. It doesn't stop me from rushing out of the car with the milk in my hand. I try to run up to the door and wish I had seen the closed sign sooner. There's also a for sale sign in the small lawn when I turn around. I lower my shoulders. But then a spark of hope ignites as I see a light on in the building. Maybe there's still someone here that can help me.

I bang my free fist against the rattling glass until a man opens the door. He's short and stocky with a whisp like fresh toothpaste atop his head.

"Yes?" He calls out and his eyes widen a bit, probably at the blood on my face. He looks to the milk quickly, then back at me.

"Sir! Someone has removed my teeth!" My tongue hits something solid in my mouth. The words come out still slobber-like, but it's like there's something blocking them and for a second I feel like I've swallowed a chunky wad of tobacco.

The man's eyes crinkles as he laughs.

He thinks this is funny?

I notice the neat teeth that only a dentist would have. "But, ma'am there's teeth in your mouth right now."

"What?" I then press and drag my tongue against and sure enough, they meet something again. Not quite smooth as mine but still, they're teeth. All crooked, odd shaped, and rough feeling.

"Now, not the best I've ever seen. But trust me when I say I've seen worse. Need me to take that off your hand?" He nods to the milk and I hand it to him. Then he sighs and opens the door wider, "Why not you just come on inside? I can refer you to someone who's still in business, if you want."

I step in and the front area is empty, no chairs, no nothing. He has me follow him into a back hall and into one of the patient rooms. In a sink, he drains the milk and I start forward with an outstretched hand but only rust colored milk flows out. He sets the empty glass down and then turns to me.

"I'm sorry that you made it a bit late. I was just getting the last of my files. I'm retired now you see." He pats the doctor's coat. "Thought I'd wear this one last time too for nostalgia's sake."

I blink and nod. There's a hollowness in my actions, like I'm on autopilot. I force myself to blink again and my eyes feel a bit grainy.

"Do you happen to have a mirror?"

He purses his lips and then slides a hand into his pocket and pulls out a travel sized one. "Here you go." I snatch it from his hands and clasp it open.

"Now I'd say that it would be hard to fix, probably need some replacements. I say though, haven't seen the likes of such a mess like that in such a young person. You're probably in your what, late twenties? Sure smoked quite a bit eh-"

I drown his voice out like a raging sea because my ears are ringing. I pull my lips back into a grimace. I know these rotten teeth. All odd shaped and snarly like an old wolf. Yellowed to the core, some even are browning along the gums.

They're my grandmother's teeth.

I drop the mirror and barely hear the crack of the glass. It snaps me back to.

"Gotta be brushing your teeth now young lady. Never too late to get started."

I grab his crisp coat lapels. He pulls his hands up. "Whoa, whoa, now listen here."

I shake him and he shuts up. "No, you listen here. Did you see anyone outside in the parking lot with me?"

"No... I only noticed you after you knocked on the door."

I let him go then pull out my phone. I'd been in the parking lot for several hours. I was in a seat that had been pushed back. By someone else.

The open window, not feeling the pain right away, falling asleep in the parking lot; it clicks together like a twisted and dark puzzle.

I can't take it. I dash out and the man calls out to me but I ignore him and get into my car. I zoom down the freeway until I take the exit I haven't taken in years. It all comes back to me, slowly, on how to get here. It's been seven years since I saw her put into the ground.

When I park I put the feeling of these foreign objects jammed into my gums away.

The leafs crunch underneath my slippers. I pull the coat closer to me as I walk down the concrete sidewalk. I notice the tree I hid behind at her burial and my heart beats like a rabbit kicking against my ribcage.

Even when I see it, I don't stop until my toes are touching the exposed dirt. I peek over the edge and look down.

The coffin lies open and empty. There are claw marks that slashed the bargain satin lining.

It's like someone has gripped my heart and isn't letting it push forward and beat anymore. The wind hits the back of my hair and a foul sour smell reaches my nose. I cough into my elbow and fresh rust hits the back of my tongue. I gag.

"Whitney girl. It's been such a long time, hasn't it?"

The voice is like someone chewing on bones and gravel.

I don't need to turn to know who it is. But I do and that is where my first mistake lay.